Shut up hookers!

Ummmmm, today has been a pretty productive day I guess you could say. I worked on my flower garden some and did some shopping (I did not spend any money though). At least I didn't sit on the couch and pout all day. I mean, today was supposed to be the day that my love called after not talking to him for 4 days. It's not like 4 days is a long time, but there is always something I am wanting to tell him and of course it always happens during those long stretches of time where he is just to busy or out of area to call. I think staying busy has helped. Although, my back is killing me. I must be carrying my stress in my back cause by gollly, I feel old. To beat it all, it seems like all my friends whose hubbys are with mine, got a phone call. They are in different companies and all but still. I feel like we always get the raw end of the deal. WPNS co is always first to go anywhere, and last to come home. Screw you WPNS co.

I just want to hear my loves voice. I want him to tell me that it is okay to buy an 800$ camera even though I know that it is cause he just can't seem to tell me no. I want to tell him about my son learning the F-word and that he also said "what the hello-kittty". I need to tell him about the deployment bracelet that I am wanting to buy and that it is okay that it cost over 100$ (again that falls into the he can't tell me no category). Most of all, I just need to hear him express his love for me. Nothing melts my heart more than when my love is all mushy mushy! I guess too, I really want to be part of that group of wives that can say they talked to their spouses and how happy they are now. For now though, I will just say SHUT UP HOOKERS!

Of course, I am only kidding (partly anyhow). I will never actually be a hater of anyone because they have talked to their hubs and I have not, but that doesn't mean that I can't envy them for the time being. It's only natural to be just a little jealous. I wanna be happy too you know. I think this may be my sexual frustation talking too. How will I ever make it 7 mths? Prayer, lots of prayer....yeah thats it. I guess some visits to Priscilla's or Adam & Eve might help also( yep, there's that TMI I am notorious for).

On another note, I got a call from the FRO today. Well it was a mass comm call, but I guess it is all the same. When that number popped up I got so excited. You can't help but get that twinge of excitment. It is after listening to the message that I really just want to punch the FRO instead. I mean, I am thinking that I am getting news on what day they will be back or even better, that they might be coming home a few days early. Nope, they just wanted to call to pass the SAME exact info that we were told at pre-deployment brief. Come on, really! Grrrrr! Now, don't get me wrong, I am completely gratful for the FRO. Especially our FRO, but at times like this it is easy to get frustrated with him cause he is the info passer on-er (hmmm, I may have just invented another word for MY dictionary). LMAO......I will save that for another post though and since I am cracking up at myself , I do believe that I should try to crash a little earlier tonight. Peace!